Flying High

Flying high
Nothing can bring me down
Flying on clouds
God Itself cannot push me around
On good days
Its singing in the rain
On every other type of day
Its time well wasted
With the only ones that matter to me

Beating Down The Demons Inside

What is seen when the eyes close
And the demons come rushing up to meet their creator
The skulls are lost memories, deep from within the soul
But the silent screams for someone else
Are quietly unheard
What good will come when you save people
But somehow cannot save yourself

Soul Saving Redemption

Facing a wall, I've broken through
Just when my back had been against it
Ive fallen through
There's empty emptiness on the other side
Pushing farther back as time goes by
As chances come and go
Redemption is a hell of a thing
Even when you are failing to save your soul

Take Me Away

There's pain in her eyes
"Take me away from this"
There's pitied sorrow lying beneath
"I don't want to do this"
The acceptance is not erased by the facade of smiles
"But I need to feed the demons inside"
Choked back by the dam of life
Tearful reality knows no feelings
She' stuck in this place where only the strong survive
"Funny how Ideals and desirers
Are buried by my harsh terms of life, and the habits I find"

Lonely Princess To Believe In

Time of crisis, events challenge beliefs
Circumstances dictate what we need to believe
Time so tough, tears well up on thoughts
Wake up little princess, wake up
The world revolves with us all
Not just for you and your lonely soul
All I needed was someone to hold
Someone to believe in
All I wanted, was a friend

Regrets Are Consequence's Of Moments

Everyone says live life with no regrets
But life doesn't always let you follow their creed
Moments of second guessing
From choices made long ago
Only known at their fulfillment
Moments of life
Forever burned into memories
That can never be changed
Moments fought to be saved
If ever taken away
Ill never live that moment down
When the body stopped, as my spirit cried
"You choose not to be there at his end"

Momentary Dust, From A Rock Destined To Be An Angel

I watched pain explode threw the surface
I watched a rock turn to dust
I never thought it would end so fast
I never believed I would lose so much
The sad part remains, its yet to be seen
Only time and life dictate what will become of me
Only the power of God with a few good Angels
Who will keep the pain away, as they watch over me

Tomorrow's Legacy: Where God Already Waits

It's been a long road
That I've been hustled down these past few days
With all the downs expected when a loved one lost
But it was a long road traveled
With a deep four by ten legacy left behind
There are times when I struggle to see
The plan laid out in front of me
This day for nine past with far more to come
I've feared what is ahead and hated whats stuck in my head
Who knows what tomorrow will bring
But a wise man once told me
What a good man once believed
Do not fear tomorrow, for God is already there

To Old Friends, Lost

Ive lost a friend
And all I ever did was
Open a caring heart and offer a helping hand
I've lost a friend
To something I just don't understand
For a time I thought I had it all
And then it was gone
Now I've lost a friend, again

Now Is Forever

Now is Forever
No love in it, not quite
And yet I have never been so alive
Heart beating silent and cold to the core
Love darker and deeper as time goes by
But darkness falls with this goodbye

Words From The Porch

Words from the porch
Staring into nothing
Stirred me up inside
As the sun fades away
The truth dug up from years of neglect
Covered in vices the world over
Sitting by my side, this voice of reason, with another empty bottle
Holding the way to my truth
That used to hold all my short answers
Oh words from the porch
Stirring up memories one never knew were there
Alot of time gone by
Yeet cannot hide the power of words from the porch
Days have come and gone bu tIm still held
By those words from the porch
Words from the porch taken to heart
Words with deeper impact than a thousand pictures
My heart aches remembering heart ache
But the words from teh porch hide the truth no more

Trooper's Day

Built a school today
No one seems to care
Built a school today
Thats alright right? Yea!
I choose this life why doesn't anyone follow me anymore?
My friends and I walk by
No bombs today No headlines home
Here alone while at home only families know
How hard we try but no one notices anymore
Walked around town today
As a market opened up
Walked around town today
But its never alright, Right!?!? Yea!!
I choose this life why wont anyone follow me anymore?
Yes I fight may die many don't know why
My friends have no fear danger finds where we go
I chose this life to open doors
Took two to the chest today
As a sniper opened up
Took two to the chest may die...
I life this life why wont anyone follow me anymore?
I fought and died country cried they don't know why
I fought and died for my boys over there
Now Ill watch yes i will watch from heavens open doors